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Tearnoumenon
06:57
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Tearnoumenon
Music / Lyrics by Narusha Dithabenjakul
Thousand Oceans cry, oh
(รินหลั่งน้ำตาดั่งพันมหาสมุทร)
Story of our mankind, oh
(ดุจราวเรื่องร้อยเรียงมนุษยชาติ)
May cries today, tomorrow and forevermore
(วันนี้วันหน้าหรือวันไหนๆที่ยังร่ำไห้กาลนาน)
I know where I belong.
(ฉันรู้ว่าที่แห่งใด คือที่ของฉันอย่างแท้จริง)
Let your soul to cry, you can cry
(ปลดปล่อยวิญญาณให้ร่ำไห้ออกมาเถิด)
(อย่ากังวลเลย)
Oceans cry of sorrow
(หลั่งน้ำตาดั่งมหาสมุทรแห่งความโศกเศร้า)
Thousand Oceans cry
(กำสรวลสมุทรดุจนับพัน)
Trillion Tears twilight
(ล้านล้านหยาดอัสสุชลสนธยา)
Never ending forever blind
(มืดบอดมิดนิรันตร์กาลหาสิ้นไม่)
Oceans cry of mankind
(มนุษยชาตะกำสรวลสมุทรา)
Uncountable eons
(มหายุคที่เกินกว่าจะนับได้)
Endless Tearnoumenon
(อัสสุชลแห่งความหยั่งรู้สิ้นกาลนาน)
Must end this forever blind
(จงจบสิ้นความมืดบอดนิรันดร์)
Oceans cry of mankind
(มนุษยชาตะกำสรวลสมุทรา)
กี่ทะเล กี่น้ำตา...
(How many oceans, How many tears.)
พังทลาย ไม่ฟื้นคืน...
(Destruction, unrecoverable)
ลุกขึ้นไม่ไหว ต้องล้มลง จมในความทรงจำ
(Unable to stand, Falling into unfathomed memories)
ไม่มีวันจะลบเลือน
(Eternal unforgettable memories)
ให้หมดลมหายใจ ดีกว่าทรมาน
(Unbreath me is better than being suffer)
ให้ฉันตาย กี่ล้านน้ำตาถึงจะสาใจ
(Let me die… how many trillion tears to deserve…?)
ฆ่าฉันให้ตาย. เมื่อทั้งหัวใจยังมีเธอ
(Killing me to death… while a heart still remember)
ฆ่าฉันให้ตายก็ไม่เสียดาย ที่ชีวิตเคยรักเธอ
(Killing me to death. no regret for loving you, I ever)
ให้เธอแล้วทั้งชีวิตความฝัน
(With all my life and dream, I gave)
แม้วันนี้เหลือเพียงความทรงจำ
(Even now only memory remain)
จำเอาไว้ ว่าเธอเคยรักฉัน
(I’ll remember that you ever love me)
แม้จะเหลือเพียงความทรงจำ
(Even only memory remain)
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I don’t want to come back anymore
Music / Lyrics by Narusha Dithabenjakul
Remember the happiness
I don’t want to forget…
Remember the sadness
I want to forget…
I think I can But I can not, never
Beautiful bitter memories
through my lifetime
I don’t want to come back anymore
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Lost in deeper
05:47
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Lost in deeper
Music / Lyrics by Narusha Dithabenjakul
Do you remember.....
Thou shalt suffer, sinner
And I still lost in deeper..
Forever
Should i go now or never....
All alone, can’t go further
Please, Save my soul
From now and forever....
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Here my suffer
06:05
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Here my suffer
Music/Lyrics : Narusha Dithabenjakul
Heart full of pain
I can not explain
Black hole in my soul
Something only I know
Here my suffer
Here my soul
Here my eternity
Here my agony
ashes of entire life
Fragments of time
wish memories be forever
I still remember
Ah ah ah
Lose all people you love
Lose everything you’ve got
Lose yourself, Lose your life
You’ll face this again and again, forever
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Emptiness is not the end
07:51
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EMPTINESS is not THE END
Music / Lyrics by Narusha Dithabenjakul
Entering material state
color of Sphere faded to white
Then crystal clear.
Non happiness, non sadness
Entering to immaterial state
Absorption of infinite of space
,of consciousness ,of nothingness
Then neither perception nor non-perception
But these emptiness is not the end
Extinction of defilement is the end
Emptiness is not the end
Focusing on emptiness is not the end
Equanimity regarding all formations is the end
Destroy all bonds of suffering
Change of lineage to state of no return
These emptiness is not the end
Extinction of defilements is the end
Emptiness is not the end
Emptiness is not the end
Emptiness is not the end
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The starlight extinction
06:36
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The Starlight Extinction
Music by Narusha Dithabenjakul & Chaiwat Duangwong
Lyrics by Narusha Dithabenjakul
This torment deserves to me?
As if darkness falls before thee
Everything's torn asunder before me
As my time's longer than it be
Everlasting beyond forever,
Nevertheless nothing last forever?
When our souls seem last together?
Suffering belong to me forever? The Starlight Extinction
These wounds won't soon recover
These tunes don't need listeners
These scenes don't need beholders
Taste buds don't need swallowers
As my time's longer than it be
As my pain's stronger than it be
As my way's further than you see
As my soul suffers wreck down on knee
As my time's longer than yours
As silent doesn't mean no pain
And these pains bring me through the end of time
'til the starlight extinction
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Breathless
06:14
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BREATHLESS
Music / Lyrics by Narusha Dithabenjakul
So dark, I can’t see.
Whispers again and again from within.
I was suffocated, agony in my chest.
I’m cold. My lips without blood...shaked.
I was left in the darkside.
Only tears I can feel.
Nothing I could do but talking with myself.
Everything has gone. And I can’t change the past.
Nothing left behind… just hate and pain.
Just a song of the wreck… I could sing.
Still take place in my heart…. sadness.
I always bleed myself when image of agony appeared.
I need to forget everything and sleep forever like dead.
However the dream is not the truth.
But I need to dream of dust than breathing.
It overshadow transcendence of time.
Eternal pain is bleeding me.
I’ll end this pain.
Breathlessly sleep, dream of dust, forever
Reason of desire
I wish to dream forever.
When my tears and past gone fire.
So long, sunlight…
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My Dark Secret Transcendence
Music / Lyrics by Narusha Dithabenjakul
Life has been wrecked
suffer through veins
all tumbling down
No light and no sound...
Deep down in breaths
Through innocent
Solar plexus
And crown upon us
Oh oh oh oh oh
Body is rotting
Conciousness is nothing
Memories not last remains
These happen again…and again
Sexual desire
Spiritual pleasure
All of these worlds
Leaving these whirl
My Dark secret transcendence
enlightenment
All of these worlds will fell
No place in these worlds, I dwell
Manifestation
Purification
Concentration
Annihilation
All of these worlds will fell
No place in these worlds, I dwell
My spirit is free
Body is not me
All of these worlds will fell
No place in these worlds, I dwell
Manifestation
Purification
Concentration
Annihilation
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My Dark Secret Transcendence Bangkok, Thailand
My Dark Secret Transcendence (MDST) is one man Post Black Metal / Blackgaze band from THAILAND with influence of DSBM. "Narusha" is founder of MDST and also being a front man of DEATHGUY, BREATHLESS, LERMAN and SHE's GORE,
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